![]() When we look at the facts of our lives, and when we have too much time on our hands, we tend to make constellations. In the beginning, you couple your situation with a sense of personal failing: You’re unable to love yourself, and that’s why you’re lonely. But I want to point out something I noticed first. Your letter went a few different directions (as our minds often do when hurting). I have hope for a future life filled with other gays. ![]() I was supposed to have found my tribe by now, people I can be comfortably, openly affectionate and loving with, platonic or otherwise. I’m sick of not being related to, or relating to, my closest female friends. I’m just so tired of nothing lasting longer than a handful of months. The thought of redownloading dating apps again makes me want to cry. I have two bi friends I could ask to come with me to gay bars, but we’re all on different work schedules. Part of this might be my fault for not getting involved in clubs as a student, I dunno. ![]() I know couples and single LGBT folk peripherally, but no one on a close level. I just long for the teen romance I never fully got. It’s not that I judge others for meeting that way. I feel so ashamed that I’m almost 23 and half of the flings I’ve had have started online. Do you have any advice on, uh, not being able to love your identity or be confident in your sexuality (I’m a lesbian)?
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